Favorkhaoya

I had a bad day today. I knew a call from you would fix that, That's why hours on end on days like this  I look at my phone with anticipation  I know it's not so much  But It would have felt like once more , A million little shining starts had aligned And I would have be so happy But the call never came  And it took everything in me not to call you I have wanted to call for a while now,  Not to tell you I miss you But my body and spirit know I do They remind me so when the night gets quite eerily  I remember that I can't call you like I used to , But i want to hear your voice  The voice that calmed my storms and awakened my butterflies And it took everything in me not to call you  The thought of you and I is something we have both left in the past, But I wanna take the shovel and dig you back up  To tell you Adele's "someone like you" is my new favorite song. Maybe that way you will understand that for me it's not over  And i...

 I wonder what you are trying to achieve , The random poignant texts of apologies. You say you are sorry for what you did , Buy hey you ,allow me to ask , When you say you're sorry for breaking my heart , What am I supposed to forgive you for?  .Breaking my heart or the whole life of perfection shattered. It only paints me as a monster for not accepting it as reason enough, Sorry does not fix a broken heart So even when you say you're sorry  Sorry for breaking your promises , And your words make a scene in my inbox , I can't go back to the time you made me happy for a while , The memories mean nothing when I know you do not think of me as I do you , Here is the thing, you broke your promises and broke my heart, the memories just serve as a reminder that break me  Sorry doesn't fix a broken heart For all the nights I cried myself to sleep Tried so hard to be a live a day after another. For all the mornings I picked myself up after a sleepless night For al...