VOICES 💔

Counting days, Counting months, Counting years since I first felt it. The unnerving soul wrenching voice in my head It breaks me It rips me apart from the inside out. It shatters me piece after piece All my heart wants to do is wrap tightly around it. Maybe then, I will be friends with the monster inside my head and tame it A hell so comfortable we could burn and call it warmth. But it's a strong primal force of nature . Imagine all the voices you hear in your life. They come in like waves, trickling in and out with the tide. Some waves are much bigger, making more of an impact than others. Sometimes bringing with them things from deep in the bottom of the sea leaving them tossed onto the shore. Imprints against the grains of sand that prove the waves had once been there, long after the tide recedes. That's what the voice in my head does, Brings my worst fears and tribulations to the surface and leave them there. "You are no...