MISFIT

MISFIT
I can never be good enough!
Too black for the whites,
Too white for the blacks,
Too feminist for the male chauvinists,
Too liberal for the traditionalists,
Too religious for the sinners,
Too sinful for the saints ,
Too justice-pervert for the lawbreakers,
Too injust for the righteous,
Too cunning for the foxes,
Too noble for the gypsies,
Too perfect for the imperfectionists,
Too imperfect for the perfectionists,
Feels like am trapped in a hoop,
 hell fire or ocean water the options life gives,
Either way "I die"
Only survival technique,
Is to be me.
A misfit.

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  1. Nine9 June 2020 at 08:54

    But you belong where the misfits rebel with smiles on their faces as they conform to the libel✊

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